Pulp Fictions...

2008-03-25T05:14:00.000-07:00

MULTIFACETED

I want to be a painter
To paint my imagination on the sky
Coz I believe there is no other better way to express oneself

I want to be a mountaineer
To face life the hard way
And to explore places where no one has ever gone before

I want to be a doctor
To heal the wounds of others
And making the world a better place to live in

I want to be a skydiver
To feel the true gravity of earth
And to touch new heights which I have never imagined before

I want to be a revolutionary
To bring about changes in the world
And to eradicate taboos and hegemony prevalent in society

I want to be a cop
To enforce law and order of state
And to punish criminals and fugitives of their mistakes

I want to be a traveler
To reach every nook and corner of earth
Just to feel excursions of different cultures and appreciate the beauty of world

I want to be a photographer
To catch those memorable moments
And to help people retain those beautiful memories forever

I want to be a singer
To mesmerize people with my compositions
And to sing away all my happiness and all my tears

What I want to be is
Multifaceted…

P.S. I think that's why God made me an engineer, that is jack of all trades ;)

2007-06-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

The Butterfly Effect

There is a concept called as The Butterfly Effect which says that even the smallest thing like fluttering of Butterfly wings can cause typhoon halfway around the world. It means the things that happen to us and the order in which they happen makes us what we are, let us do the things we do and puts us where we are today. It is intricate to imagine but these things but is true. This concept left me thinking that where and what would i have been if things wouldn't have gone the way they did, the various events in my life wouldn't have turned out the way they did. Lets start from total chaos. To begin say my parents wouldn't have met and they married someone else, then i wouldn't have been born. And all the things that are happening to me, the things m feeling, the things m doing like m sitting here and typing wouldn't be a truth. It would all have been a myth. Ok say my parents would have decide to settle down somewhere else than what they choose. This would have made me to meet altogether different people, to thrive in an
altogether different culture and environment, to have developed different etiquettes and likings. Consider another thing, say my father wouldn't have felt like leaving his job and starting a new business, then i would have been living at some place other than the one where presently i am, hanging out with some other friends. Now consider i would have been the same mediocre in the class as i was before my 10th. I wouldn't have studied the way i did, I would have not come to this stream and would have been something else than an engineering student. Now say i wouldn't have changed my school after my 10th. I wouldn't have met so many beautiful people, whom I will admire throughout my life. I wouldn't have understood the meaning of many things in life, most important of which is friendship. All these events lead me to a place where i stand today. It feels like I was in the middle of an open field with nowhere to go and these events acted like signboards to give direction to my life. I may have been worse or I may have been better in case of any deviation but I am happy the way things turned out. I have got such loving and caring parents. I am surrounded by the best possible friends who alwayz boost me. I have found
the girl I love. And ya I am an engineering student. And many other things just like that. Its amazing when I think that how even a slightest thing or event could have changed whole life of mine. This is what is called The Butterfly Effect.

2007-05-23T11:39:00.001-07:00

A thought

Everybody iz selfish in this world, even those who help others are also selfish. They help others coz they feel happy by helping others. So they help others for their own happiness but not for the happiness of others.

2007-03-31T08:04:00.000-07:00

Missing You

Here goes another day, Here comes another night,
But its still the same, You are still out of my sight

Oh I would luv to tell u, how much i miss u,
I want to hold u in my armz n i want to kiss u

I dream of u every night, wishing for u to be near,
I wake up every morning, looking for u everywhere

I goof around with one vivid picture in my mind,
And its u dear, No one has ever and can never be so kind

And then u call me, U could have had a look at my face,
After talking to u for a while, i felt like being in ur embrace

To spend a day with u, i can wait for years,
But the end of that day can bring me to tears

The way u look at me connotes how much u luv me,
Its seems the same as i have wanted it to be

The luv that we share, i wish it continues to shine,
Oh baby I have everything with me as long as u r mine

2007-03-28T08:19:00.001-07:00

Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge

Introduction : Wo din the ya deewanapa tha,
Wo kuch pal the ya puri zindagi,
Lagta hai zindagi simat gai un dino me,
Isliye Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Wo pehla din, Ek nayi duniya me jana,
Thoda sa excited, thoda sa ghabrana,
Wo purani yaadon ko bhulkar, nayi
sakshiyaton ko apnana,
Purane dosto ko peeche chodkar, naye
logo me ghul mil jana,
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Naye naye chehro me kisi apne ko dhundhna,
Barso se jo dekha tha, us sapne ko dhundhna,
Dheere dheere karke sab logo ko apnana,
Aur apni nayi duniya me madmast ho jana,
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Wo ladke ladkiyo ka ikathe hoke group banana,
Ek dusre ki buraiyan karke khush ho jana,
Lunch time me ikathe hokar, ek dusre ka tifin khana,
Aur Maggi ki khushbhu se uska pata lagana,
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Wo ek dusre ke naamo se, ek dusre ko chedna aur chidana,
Wo couples banate banate, kabhi kabhi cross connection ho jana,
Wo truth n dare me chupe hue sach nikalvana,
Is trah karte karte, doston ka aur kareeb aa jana,
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Wo exams aae hi tension ka bhi aana,
Par fir bhi cool hokar exam dene jaana,
Wo kamlesh mam ke period me gappe, Madhu
Mam ka padana,
Wo kabhi kabhi bunk marke, Basket Ball
khelne jaana,
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Wo x-mas party ke liye naye kapde laana,
Party pe doston ke sang, nachna aur gaana,
Wo fairwell ke dino me attendence ka full ho jana,
Classes bunk marke, stairs pe gappe ladana,
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Wo chutiyan hone par ghumne firne jaana,
Aur school ki yaad aane par chakkar lagana,
Wo naya session start hone par chehre ka khil jana,
'We will be more responsible', ye soch kar school jana,
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Wo school ke trips, Wo buk fair ka bahana,
Wo slap days, birthday bumps, rona aur manana,
Wo phone calls, wo chatting, har trah se batiyana,
Dosti hi hai zindagi, is baat ka samajh me aana,
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Wo shilpa ke nakhre, sanchit ki flirting aur
sulabh ka gaana,
Wo richa ka bholapan, shinti ki lena aur
divya, yashika ko parties ke liye manana,
Wo kanika ki sardariyat, charu ka baniyapan aur
aashima ko hrithik ke naam se chidana,
Wo paras ke PJ's, Rajat ka zor zor se hasna aur
shubham ka half pant me parties me chale aana,
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Wo Fairwell ka din, 14th Feb ka aana,
Wo suit daalkar ban-than kar jaana,
Wo ladkiyon ko sari me dekhkar mazaak udana,
Aunty keh kar chedna aur fir unhe manana,
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Har party ki trah naachna gaana aur teachers
ko bhi nachana,
Wo hanste hanste sabko alvida keh jaana,
Juda hokar bhi, juda nahi hue, is baat ko dohrana,
Par puri raat yahi soch soch kar dukhi ho jaana,
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Wo final exams, wo kuch din aur mil paana,
Milte rahenge par kabhi, is baat ko apnana,
Wo antim alvidaa, aur doston ka bichad jaana,
Bas yahi tak the wo din is baat ka samajh aana
Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge...

Yes I have lived the golden era of my life, and defying physics I would alwayz luv to go back in time. But I know the truth i.e. those days will never come back. But atleast I have some wonderful memories, which I can always cherish and Whenever I feel lonely, let down, depressed, these memories always bring smile on my face. I will never be able to forget these dayz as I have said

Yaad aate hai wo din, Yaad aate rahenge..........

2007-03-23T23:07:00.000-07:00

Terrorism - A debacle for Humanity

The world is full of misery. I turn around and I see pain, bloodshed, charred bodies and macabre sights. There aint any human being who has not suffered this dreary. But still I see smiling faces, the kindness and the desire to help others. We still are moved after seeing the plight of others. The so called philanthropy still prevails. There is something inside us that makes us feel happy in the happiness of others and feel sorrow in their misery. May be its supernatural, but it exists. And this something is difficult to curb. The hallmark of any terrorist training program is to destroy this innate feeling. They are made to enjoy the plight of others and antagonism is inculcated into them. They are made to feel jealous on seeing the serene and happy life. Committing an act of crime leads to Domino effect and the person gets trapped in a vicious circle. Terrorism is the biggest defeat that mankind has ever faced. Lakhs of people have lost their lives due to this monstrous activity. I still feel flabbergasted when I contemplate how the ones belonging to one of the most intelligent species existing, turns into such bloodthirsty demons. These hoodlums are the creation of some mean minds, hankering after their personal gains. Chauvinists and Zealots are an easy prey to these people. I would like to end this note here adding that unless and until we people endeavor to unveil such men it is not possible to thwart this heinous activity.

2007-03-11T04:16:00.000-07:00

DESTINY

They say the dreams come true, all you need is just a try
They say Don't loose spirit and one day u will make a high

I don't know where I am destined to be
And I am running for it, but still not got the key
I felt smothered and at times I felt low
But I wont give up, its not my time to go....

I felt exasperated and I felt forefeited
These ominous signs made me feel defeated
And these obscure feelings continued to grow
But I won't give up, its not my time to go....

I have got the zeal and I have got the start
And now i will do it with all my heart
Don't know where the road goes, but still wanna try
I want to touch the sky and I wanna fly high....

I won't loose my spirit, I won't give up my try
One day my dream will come true, One day i will make a high

2006-12-18T03:14:00.001-08:00

We Don't Need No Education

Education gives you wisdom. It widens the horizons of your mind and helps you think out of box. It catalyzes the process of development of your mind. Yes i have heard these things and i am not skeptical about 'em. But the kinda education system followed in India makes believing things harder. Based on my experience and seeing the frustration of others, I can say only one thing...
"Education is important, But our education system is impotent"
Uptil +2, I learned a lot many things, but after that the graph iz on decline. They say Be careful and go by ur interest. Wat i believe is that, anyone is too naive to identify his/her interest so early. Even if they do, they are made to follow the so prevalent rat race. They say ur graduation will open a vista of knowledge. I suggest to everybody concerned that don't fall for the gravity of the statement. Don’t expect much, u will end up mugging only fruitless things. They say, those who want to learn, they have to do it on their own. U know wat i say, I say stop this God-help-those-who-help-themselves kinda attitude. They say "Aisa hi hota hai yaar". For those ppl i say, Go get a life.
I never believed the saying, "I was born intelligent but education ruined me". But after facing the ground reality, now I do. So the latest motto is...
We Don't Need No Education

2006-11-14T13:18:00.001-08:00

Paradox of life...

This is a story of me and her. Life can be so ambiguous sometimes. This was precisely what happened to me. At times i felt, she is the necessity of my life and at times like the misery of my life. At times she was a fetish for me and at times like a history teacher. Whenever she visited me, I tried my best to avoid her. I played computer games, had a long chat with frenz, read novels, watched sick muviez, wrote some stupid stories and did a hell lot of non lucrative tasks to tell her that m not at home. At that time I ws busy with my own life. I acted like a mean and callous guy not to entertain her. And at the times when I needed her, she acted in the same manner. I aspired for her, I needed her so badly but she didn’t visit me. Is she really mean or is it me, who is on the guilty part. But she came back. She tried to revisit me a lot many times, and I still ran away from her. I was not ready to face her and avoided her to the extent possible. This was what happened to me and this iz what I think happens to most of us. She was none other than my loneliness.

2006-11-14T13:18:00.000-08:00

Everybody in his/her lifetime do a lot of things for the very first time. When a baby cries for the first time, a singer faces the stage for the first time, the first love, a valiant soldier facing the war front and many more such genesis. All these events mark the beginning of a new zest in life and promise to go a long way. The inception of anything brings with it the excitement of success as well as fear of failure. So here i m making a foray in writing with all my might. I may be bad, i may be absurd during it that's why i hv named my blog pulp fictions, but i believe that ideas must communicate and there is alwayz some scope for improvement.....