Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Paradox of life...

This is a story of me and her. Life can be so ambiguous sometimes. This was precisely what happened to me. At times i felt, she is the necessity of my life and at times like the misery of my life. At times she was a fetish for me and at times like a history teacher. Whenever she visited me, I tried my best to avoid her. I played computer games, had a long chat with frenz, read novels, watched sick muviez, wrote some stupid stories and did a hell lot of non lucrative tasks to tell her that m not at home. At that time I ws busy with my own life. I acted like a mean and callous guy not to entertain her. And at the times when I needed her, she acted in the same manner. I aspired for her, I needed her so badly but she didn’t visit me. Is she really mean or is it me, who is on the guilty part. But she came back. She tried to revisit me a lot many times, and I still ran away from her. I was not ready to face her and avoided her to the extent possible. This was what happened to me and this iz what I think happens to most of us. She was none other than my loneliness.

3 comments:

Aashima said...

Well lonlinenss is not that bad.. try entertaining once!!

Another Brick in the wall... said...

well that's wat the paradox is. We don't admire things which comes to us easily n we aspire for 'em only when we need 'em. We prefer being solitary only wen we r tired of tis busy n dynamic life....

Vernika said...

Its been said, "Search ur happiness in you n you'll be the happiest man on earth!!"
(I neva tried it though ;))

A great piece of work though!!